Wednesday, 8 January 2020

An year post treatment

penned on November 2017

My pet scan report done in October 2017, after 1 year of completing Chemo is not cancer free all clear Scan. Some lumps are visible in my neck  area .But as per my doctor it is not a cause for concern. At the same time it cannot be ignored and has to be monitored every three months.So my scans and sonographies will continue 
As per my doc the lump may go by itself and as far as there is no change in the size of the lump there is nothing to worry.

If there is any change in dimension of the lump then perhaps it will be a different story. So I go through sonography of the neck and my pet scans as and when my doctor tells me to do which is almost once in 3 months. I have almost become a permanent visitor of Hinduja hospital. So I still have to listen to the clinking and clanking of CT machines a
At times i feel that   a Damocles sword is hanging over my neck but I can’t be always worrying and thinking as to when it will fall.

I know it's not the end of the road for this stupid cancer journey. I'm not ignoring the facts.

So I continue going about my routine and believe in living my life to the fullest

 which gave me no time to think about myself or my problems.

Cancer has a way of making you look at each day as “special.” There is no time to hold grudges, and you begin to look at the “Big Picture.” Things that used to bother you, no longer matter as much.
I continue with my regular tests and checkups as I go through life.
My advice to cancer survivors is that though you may be worried about your cancer coming back or possible late effects of treatment that can develop months or years later try not to get stressed thinking about this constantly.Take a deep breath and relax.
This is the first move you can make when panic hits you. There will be endless ideas, advice,some medical knowledge slung your way. Your deep breath will help you navigate the noise. Breathe and listen. Your breath has the enormous power to reduce stress.Learn yoga and do regular pranayam.
Try to take regular walks,get out of the house and commit to some form of exercise.It need not be with any fancy equipment.Your body needs to move and stay strong during and after treatment.Drink fresh vegetable juice.Juices are nutrient dense, hydrating and truly energizing
wrangle your stress.AS it is cancer treatment has taken a toll on the body 
So  manage the stress  so it doesn’t  disrupt your sleep and create more illness .Here again yoga is a great stress buster.Put your mind in creative hobbies.Last but not the least sleep well.



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